I'll always miss u guy.....Ghian & Fern....!!!

Last Thursday I had get a shock and sad newz from my classmate. The news about my two friendlay, funny, and cuties junior is dead in an accident. I can't accept this bad newz. When I get this news, my leg is soft until I can't stand propally. Why? How come Will??? I don't believe this is true. At least I really see them......So that I direct ride my motorbike to the Hospital. In starting, we tot both of them is in the Hospital in K.B , but after that just knew that they at the Hospital in Pasir Mas, which take my time near about one hour. On the ways going to the hospital, I really hope that they are just in injure and now mayb in an operation room. They will like my senior, just injure, after operation every thing is going been OK. They must be OK! But when I reached the Hospital in Pasir Mas, they already in "bilik mayat". The other friend said Fern face was damaged and Ghian is get her stomach. Even that I still going into the bilik mayat to see them, becos..this is the last time for me to see them....but...after see them...I feel more sad...and I cry until I can't stop it.There are a lot of question in my mind. Why? How come this accident happen? Why the God want them dead? They are still young, beside that they are so kind and funny. Everyday just bring Happy to the others. Why? Yesterday I try to open all photo which I took with them. Remember that I went their house eat speggati, chatting, going to frenz bufday party together, and also went to Golok together. I'm still remember Ghian was fecthing me with motor and going around the Golok nigth market. She afraid I dono the road in Golok, so that call me don't ride the motor which we rent. And I also watch back the video that we took in Golok. The 1st person who record is Ghian, in the video she still call me "Hui Ping"....After heard this, I'm crying...bcos I never gonna hear them call my name any more....Last few week, there was a birthday party in my house, Fern also came. We still playing game, I throw the wheat flour to her face, I heard the sound that she laughing...I took her funny photo...all this now become a memory...and I have no chance to chat and play with them any more. I really miss them so much...miss their sound, their laugh, their crazy pattern....all of them........Ghian, Fern......Rest in peace.......We will always miss u guy....n promise that...we have to knw each other in 下一世...........................miss u guy forever and ever............................................

Final exAm is Coming arounD

Still have around 3week is final exam. But I still not really know what am I doing now. Still feel so lazy to start study, but even feel lazy, I'm still have to study hard. Because this semester, my result of the quiz is not really so good compare than before. Who know that the stupid exam time table is out, my paper is non-stop in everyday. I've no extra time for prepare the next paper, direct 4 day for 4 paper and then rest almost one week for just only one last paper. So angry with the time table...stupid...who adjust it actually huh...Why don't they give us rest one day between that 4 paper?? We not really need rest almost one week for that last paper, that paper is more easy than the other which on that 4day...haiz...stupid time table...

After Performance !!

Last Thursday, my class was compulsory to present a show. We just have one night to prepare this performance. At the begining, all of us was confusing what performance that should we do. But finally we done it with a title "Anak Derhaka". Which a daughter not appreciate her parent and until her's father is death, than she just really sober. Actually the story is a funny story,which her father just prentend die to bluff her daughter to go back hometown, because her daughter always said she was busy and not going back for a long time. Her's parent is relly so miss her, so that just kidding with their's daughter and called use this stupid idea to let their daughter going back hometown.Stupid rite? But atleast the responce form the audiece is better than we think. Haha...Well~~My character in this performance is a "Clubing Girl" who always influence that daughter to go Clubbing and Disco. Oh GOD, that is a big challenge for me, because I've never been in any of Disco or what Clubbing night. Haha..How I acting? But finally I also done, but I don't know what pattern that I dance, because I think for sure it looked like a penguin dancing. Haha...This is the 1st time I perform on the stage, it's really a great experience that I have. ^_^

LOVE

LOVE!?! Why today I will post an article about "LOVE"?? Because my friends ask me to accept some body to be my boy friend. Well~ I not really interested with him and I don't like him. Hmm~~but it not really until "don't like some body. Just since I know him, I just treat him as my friend, as a normal friend. I never have any special idea with him, so how come I'll accept him.?? MAybe my friend who asked me to do it, really feel that "In this world there're can't alive without guy?? " haha...but for me that's not a big deal. Because f or this moment, I really just hope to focus on my studies only. The other thing about "LOVE" I don't want to think it now, because as I think...if you really have the "fate" with " Your Prince"...One day..you may meet him at any where..So~hope my friend stop calling me to accept the other guy...She should knw that, I'm not like her, always think no guy beside her will die...ya...I think so..because without guy..She can't buy any thing that she want without using her own money. HAha~~Why woman like to do this such low standard thing? haha..luckily I don't like to do it and I'm so clear with the thing that should I do for this moment. I should just focus on my studies and try hard to continue to univercity. That's what should I do now, LOVE?? Maybe I will think it after I get the Univecity successfully...haha..