Bye Hometown

Bye Kuala Terengganu~~~ See you after 2 months..........Finally the holidays is finish, tomorrow going back to Kota Bharu to continue my studies again. Will back K.Trg in Malay Raya I think. After back K.Bharu, I think I can't always upload the blog, but I promise all of you that once I'm free, I will try to upload the blog to let all my friends here know the Stella's life in K.Bharu. Not only me, you guy also have to always upload ya.

Fall Down

Her's name is Angie, my niece. Haha~ What she doing there? Actually she is singging Hong Kong group artist, Fama's song. But~ Maybe she really so high on that time, she sang the song and dance until........she fall down....She really looked so funny you know! So that I upload this video to share with you guy and also can as a memory for me. Because this Friday I'm going back to KB to continue my studies. I think I gonna miss her so much. She really is my cuties Angie!! Haha.....Love You....!!

Mariah Carey - Hero

"It's a long road

When you face the world alone

No one reaches out a hand

For you to hold

You can find love

If you search within youself

And the emptiness you felt

Will disappear

And then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fear aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

Lord knows

Dream are hard to follow

But don't let anyone
Tear them away
There will be tomorrow
In time

You'll find the way"

This is the lyrics for the song which sang by Mariah Carey - Hero, and actually this song is quiet "Old" already. But I really like this song very much. Because this song can let a people who feel discouraged or down at time become more happiness and confident with themselves. The lyrics of the song is really just like a people is talking with me. "It a long road, When you face the world alone, No one reaches out a hand, For you to hold"....this lyrics just like sometime there are no one help me once I need their help. "So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong, And you'll finally see the truth"...this lyrics tell me that even though we may feel disappointed and down at times, in reality we are "heroes" if we look inside ourselves and see our own inner strength and maybe in time, this will help us "find the way." . Ya, it's true. Just like the follow up lyrics..."Dream are hard to follow, But don't let anyone, Tear them away, There will be tomorrow, In time, You'll find the way"...ya, the dream is hard to follow, just like me. But this lyrics tell me that don't give up, even I hard to follow my dream, that's continue my studies or if I really can't continue my studies. Maybe the heroes inner me will show me the way?? Isn't it I still have to survive..Why don't I just survive in stonger and happiness.......Don't ever feel fear with the world......This song really make me feel more open-minded in every thing that I face.............I really like it...............

Try to Open-Minded

Hmmm~~~ This few day I really in bad mood after I get the disappointed answer. But now I try to open-minded to let any thing around me become more better. Because I felt that even how sad am I now, there are also have change nothing for the rule to entry the local university. Why am I still in bad mood? Why don't I just try to think another way to let me walk to my future. Maybe this is not only the way to let me forward!! Maybe I can work along that 1years in the company which also about marketing. Maybe after the 1years experience of the working enviroment will let me more easier to understand in the class in university! Maybe I can get from other private uni offer? Maybe I can borrow the ptptn loan to continue my studies in the private uni. There are a lot of "MAYBE" in my mind. But now I really don't want to think about it 1st. I really felt so tired for this, there are no one help me to think about my future, I have to think it by myself. Why? Maybe this is the test of the God to let me more mature in make a decision. Well~ This is good, but it really so tired for a girl who is just only 20years old. Since I graduate my secondary school , I've non-stop thinking about this such question. But now, I really hope I can slow down my step to let my brain rest more and try to enjoy my college life without thinking too much. I hope that I can don't ever just think about this such question. All of this question already make my face become more "pimple"...because of stressful...I already become a most ugly girl....haiz...I really wondering why I so stupid, always think too much on those question.....why.......?? Start from now, I will let every thing going on without thinking too much, maybe there is a door infront of me. Maybe I no need to think much about it, a door are waiting for me there. Just do what I hope to do now, don't ever think too much..................hope I can do it....................Open Minded................

Disappointed Answer

Already a long time for me which I confiusing with the requirement for the local university. Today, I try to call the Hotline which have been show on the UPU website to ask more clearly about the question in my mind. But after called it, my mood so down and I going to cry. Why I'm going to cry?? Because I just get a shock and disappointed answer from UPU. They said I have to completely finish the Diploma just can apply for the UPU. But I will finish it in June, the application is in Jan. How can I apply for the next year entry?? So the answer is, I have to wait along 1 year more to apply it? What??? I waste my time in 3 years for taking the Diploma in Polytechnic already, now still want me to wait more 1years for entry the university?? Then after I entry, the course which I going to take will take my time along 3 years more. Oh God!! How long is it? How old am I after I really grad in Bachelor degree??? Why the gorvernment never try to think about us who study in Polytechnic now? Before this, there are still can apply for the university even we stil not yet finish grad our Diploma in Polytechinic. But now?? Why they change the rule of the requirement again? Why? Why? Why? I really don't know what can I do now. I feel that all the door and the window infront me is close, even I try hard to open it. It's still close..............................wondering when is the God will try to open another door or window to me...to let me breath.......

Another Working Experience

teddy bear & the most creatif photo (the other photo like....+_+")

~the customer contest photo~

~the prop which give consumer to wear and take their photo~

~prop~
me with the rabbit ears and the butterfly wing

The artist who came for the event, I don't know who is them. Before they come I was so scared that there are too many fanz come to see them and influence us to do our job. But actually there are not really so many people came to see them!! I think they are not really so famous at all...haha..

~Ave (who incharge for this event)~

~me~
~Jasleen & Stella~

~Jasleen, Stella, Ave~

~Stella, Dalip, Ave~

Don't ever see Dalip like so funny, actually he is a marketing manager for Jalakx co. Suprise rite?? Me too, when I saw the name card which he gave me just know it..

Started from last Thursday, I went to worked as a promoter for a KoteksGirl Zone Event at Mydin Mall there. Before started the work, I had called by a guy for a training, after the training I just knew that this event is quiet big and there is also a part of marketing strategies which going to attract the consumer to buy the product and many thing else. After that, I was so excited to go and work for this event. When I was there, I really felt so happy that I had this golden chance to learn marketing on this event. And there are also let me knew a golden knowledge from them who from KL fro this event. They also called me to follow them to the next station which locate in Johor. I really hope to go there too, but the permittion from my mum and dad is not pass at all. They didn't give me go for the next station, if I really can go for it. For sure that I can learn more different experience and knowledge which more than I learned in Trg. Haiz...what can I do?? Just try to get another chance to work as promoter for this such event to know more....but anyway...so thankfully to them who gave me the chance to go Johor. hehe..thankz..

Knowing !!

Knowing!! This movie is quiet long already. If I'm not wrong this movie showed a few month ago. Actually I knew this movie from a friend, he said this movie is such great and amazing. So that I try to search it from the internet and downloaded. After watched this movie, there was a question in my mind, that is "what happen if i knowing mine own future and the thing which going to happen around me in the future?" haha~~I don't know how to answer this question, maybe I will be crazy!! Maybe just like the character in the movie - Lucinda Embry, just frantically scratching the remaining numbers into the wood of the door with my hands and begs them to "stop whispering"...haha~~~Hmmm~~~ "Knowing" a such meaningful movie....

Boring day!!

Haiz~~all because three of you leave me alone in Terengganu. Don't you guy know how bored am I now??? ArrrrrRRRrrr~~~~~~I going to be crazy!!! Everyday, nothing to do. Everyday just only sit infront of the computer!! Now I have no idea with the computer already. Want chatting with friend, no one on9. Want watching video, there are no video to let me watch anymore. Bored ! Bored ! Bored ! When did you guy back KT again? I think the time you guy back KT, I going back to KB again. So how am I going to live along this holidays?? Now just only can wait my another sweet heart back to KT. That's my little yen yen...haha...I think I'm not feel boring when she back. Faster back lar.........

Burning Flame 3 !!

Burning Flame 3, I wait this drama for a long time already. The TVB drama which is showing now is damn boring, because those drama have no any part are let people feel nervous, exciting or surprising. But I think this Burning Flame 3 which going to shown on this coming 6th July is going to give me some surprise. There are one more activities to me in this holidays, it is watch this drama. Haha~~ Hope this drama won't disappoint me. hehe~~