Part Time Again~~

Last Friday and Saturday there was a JomHeboh in Kelantan here. For sure, I'm called to work for this Jomheboh. This time is being a promoter for panaflex again. Cause the weather in Kelantan is damn HOT, my skin was sunburned, now damn dark than before. The thing that I'd learned from this part time is the different work style between Kelantan people and Kuala Lumpur people. To be honest, I really can't hold the Kelantan people working style. They are too preoccupied and the part time promoter for them is really just came for money but not for work. If I'm the client, I guess I'll direct scold them and call them going back and sleep. Cause they just stay over there without promoting the product. What for I need they to be a model there. Maybe is because of Ave is a good supervisor and serious on job, so the promoter who under KL agency is quiet hard promoting. Well~~It's heard sound like I'm compliment about myself, but it's true. We are more hardworking to promoting the product compare with Kelantan promoter. Maybe is because I'm a MArketing student, so I know how important is the sales for a marketer. Besides, isn't it we should take serious on our job?? Ya~~We should serious...This also is the reason why I'm in dark now. Haha~~because too resposibility on my part time job, no matter how hot is the weather,I'm still staying under the sun to promote. Ave said I'm crazy promoter. haha~~I think this is my shortcoming, once work...will try my best to do it and responsibility all the time. Should I feel happy on my shortcoming??? hahaha~~~However~It's another nice working experience to me again~~

Considering~~

Now considering either want to apply Taiwan Scholarship or not. Consider because feel that I have no that such qualification to apply. Even apply also not really can get it. "IF" get it..Can I make sure myself, every semester get the flying colour result so that the stipend will non-stop giving by them? I'd read the rules of the scholarship, if I drop or failure..It's maybe will stop giving me stipend for one or two month, or maybe will cancell the scholarship. I really can't 100% say "I can do it!"...Even 50% also no confident..Now considering either want apply for it or not? Well~I know the percentage to get the scholarship is low..haha..but atleast a hope to get free in studies..

Your Word, Deny Me !!

Your one word, deny me..let me become a joke for those hard work that I made along these years. That's funny, I try hard everyday, just because I hope that I able to give you a good life. But nowaday you deny the thing that I did. I recognition that I'm not a people who so smart in studies, but I try to study more better n better. I study in might night, entire thing that I did is hope to get the university and get a good education level, so that can get good life to you. But you're not supporting me always, sometime when I give you some suggestion for those thing, you will said me "don't ever thought you're in high enducated so every one gonna listen to you." hey~pls..tht's just a suggestion, don't take too serious on it, okay? beside, I never force you to listen to me or follow me. Just because you don't like to accept other people opinion, isn't it? Well~~there are a lot of people don't like to hear other people suggestion or an idea, so maybe I can try to considerate you. But you no need to mation that I showing of my education? Why did I do it so? Everyday I'm not only thinking about the studies, beside I 'm still trying to get more money for my daily exspenses. I never try to get one cent from you. Why you still said me like that? Your word really let me become a joke. Now~I'm felt I'm a stupid girl who really thought there are some body will supporting me, no matter how hard life. But now..I'm just done a joke for last few year. There are no body support and agree with me. This make me feel, is time to abandoned.

RESENT

uhhh~resent~~Today I hope to sell a phone in ebay, but the process need a credit card number and ID. So I try to borrow my sis credit card to fill in. I also got asked her before used. After that she went out for doing something and then the banker was called her and asked her either she got use the credit card for some internet shopping? She told the banker "NO"...then the banker said will try to block her credit card for this moment and will send her a new credit card with a new card number as soon as possible too. Means...now I can't use her credit card to sell phone in ebay because can't complete the process. I asked why you said "NO" to the banker, isn't it I already told you that I will use your credit card number for some payment in ebay?? Then my sis said : hehe..I forget dy...Gosh...now..I can't sell the phone, and don't know still got what website can sell thing. Resent arrr~~~~

EARTHQUAKE AGAIN

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Friend~~Pls cherish your life, because I think 2012 doomsday is coming soon.

LONG TIME NO SEE

Yesterday night had met with a friend who I didn't meet almost 4 years. It's quiet nervous before meet, but luckily the chat environment is better than I think. Maybe because I'm the good talker, non-stop talking. haha..Well, she is still the same pattern, no different but maybe become more mature. Whether wearing or view, she more mature than before. So happy to see she was a different on this. Yesterday we were talked about the thing that was happend in high school. There are a lot of misunderstading between us. It's funny, all this because of a girl's sow dissension. See~ there are so many people like to sow dissension others. Wondering why they do it so? Anyway, now I've open minded to entire thing was happend. Because you can't ever control the other peolple's idea, saying and also comment, isn't it? As long as you know what are you doing now, that's more enough. We should forget all the childish thing that we made in high school and try to survive with happiness. Beside, I'm so happy to met her yesterday. SO~~ Friend~~ no matter what they said, I still believe our everlasting friendship. Hope to hang out with you again. Good Luck!!

Hot Day vs Rainy Day

Finally..this morning was rainning. When I saw the dark weather, I was so happy, because finally it's going to rainning. Almost 2 week, there are no rain in Kelantan. The weather damn hot, but the weather is kidding with us, it's just rain about 20 minute and then suddenly become a hot day. As I know, now Taiwan and China is damn cool. Many of my netizens from China and Taiwan said that they have to wear many clothes and the temperature of China is below 0'....Gosh...Are u kidding? We are hot until heat stroke, the people in China and Taiwan cold until change to frozen ice. What a terror weather.?? +_+" GUYS~~~ I think we have to ready for 2012!!!

SURPRISE

Today is my surprising day, 1st~ I get a msg from a friends who I really know from worked. She asked me for a job which RM130 per day at K.B. Well~ Because I'm facing with money problem, this msg let me feel so excited because an extra money are waiting for me. Ave, I'm so glad to do this job. ^^ See~ Once you take serious on your job (no matter is work for long term or part time), they will call you back for nother new job. So~Friend~~~take serious while you working with people, Okay? Another surprise is about my quiz, well~the marks not really so high but it's so surprise for me. Actually I have no confident with this quiz, because I thought I did so many wrong and also not really confident with the answer that I did. I thought it will jus only get 3 or 2..and maybe 1 marks only. But the result that I get is 7/10. Well~it's still higher than my friends who so confident. 7marks actually is not the best score, but if you have no confident with the quiz, it may so surprise for you. Started from this semester, all the test and quiz result is quiet good, all nearest full marks. Hope I can keep this good result along this semester. Get a flying colour result in last semester. Good Luck !!

ANOTHER LONELY DAY

Today, wake up on 11a.m. After take shower, cook some dishes for lunch. Then just stay inside the room one people, online and watch Taiwan TV show. Now, it's already 7:30p.m...No one in my house, just one people wake up, having lunch and also dinner. Because of hope to save up money, my lunch is carrot add egg and eat with my maggi mee. Dinner? Having bread with peanut jam. What a pity life for me? Everyday count the money which I spend, staying at room lonely. Maybe I already feel nothing with this all happend.

DO YOU FEEL LONELY

If you're a person's life, do you feel lonely? Sometimes, this question is in my mind. I can't answer this question, because I do not have a definite answer for it. NowI'm staying outstation for my studies, and always a person go to class, a person go to eat, a person go to supermarket and a person watched movie in my room. This may heard like so pity, all thing do it by myself. But I didn't felt lonely while doing those thing. However, sometime I still will felt lonely, felt lonely when I hope to look someone for personal talk, cry or complaint. In this world, is really so hard to find a person who really understand you. When I was thinking about this, I will felt lonely and want to cried. I has been live in this world almost 21year, but I still have no a bossom friends who really know and understand me. Sometime I force to face with a big trouble and have no idea to settle it, there are no one listen to me. Now I'm thinking about this question? Is it my personal problem? Is it because I don't want to tell other people about my trouble? Or maybe I should try to open up myself and try to comnmunicate and tell other people about my trouble? But who should I trust? Wondering why, I afraid to tell other people about the trouble that I force to face, maybe because I feel embarrassed about it. uuhhh~~ I don't know what should I do now, keep feel lonely and keep face the problem and trouble by myself?? Tired~~

Such a serious matter! !

I'm FAT!!

Gosh~

Have to start my diet program!!