A Place Which I leave along 7months !!

PKB, my college which I had left almost 7 months. Yesterday just back to here, wondering why I so strange with the environment here. I'm so scared that I've not yet ready to continue the studies. Because I'd almost 7 months enjoy my life without thinking about studies, but now I've to face with the studies along 9 months more to grad my Diploma in Marketing. This last 2 semester is a quiet hard for me. I've to score the highest pointer, so that I can more easier to apply for a Uni. Tomorrow I'm going to meet my Lecturer who I almost 7 months didn't met her. So happy, because I also will meet all my classmate, but still worry that. Because I wonder is it am I can afford the poly college life again here? Can I follow the studies with the smart way to get the highest score that I can get. But anyway..I also have to try my best to get it. Gambateh~~