DO YOU FEEL LONELY

If you're a person's life, do you feel lonely? Sometimes, this question is in my mind. I can't answer this question, because I do not have a definite answer for it. NowI'm staying outstation for my studies, and always a person go to class, a person go to eat, a person go to supermarket and a person watched movie in my room. This may heard like so pity, all thing do it by myself. But I didn't felt lonely while doing those thing. However, sometime I still will felt lonely, felt lonely when I hope to look someone for personal talk, cry or complaint. In this world, is really so hard to find a person who really understand you. When I was thinking about this, I will felt lonely and want to cried. I has been live in this world almost 21year, but I still have no a bossom friends who really know and understand me. Sometime I force to face with a big trouble and have no idea to settle it, there are no one listen to me. Now I'm thinking about this question? Is it my personal problem? Is it because I don't want to tell other people about my trouble? Or maybe I should try to open up myself and try to comnmunicate and tell other people about my trouble? But who should I trust? Wondering why, I afraid to tell other people about the trouble that I force to face, maybe because I feel embarrassed about it. uuhhh~~ I don't know what should I do now, keep feel lonely and keep face the problem and trouble by myself?? Tired~~