Try to Open-Minded

Hmmm~~~ This few day I really in bad mood after I get the disappointed answer. But now I try to open-minded to let any thing around me become more better. Because I felt that even how sad am I now, there are also have change nothing for the rule to entry the local university. Why am I still in bad mood? Why don't I just try to think another way to let me walk to my future. Maybe this is not only the way to let me forward!! Maybe I can work along that 1years in the company which also about marketing. Maybe after the 1years experience of the working enviroment will let me more easier to understand in the class in university! Maybe I can get from other private uni offer? Maybe I can borrow the ptptn loan to continue my studies in the private uni. There are a lot of "MAYBE" in my mind. But now I really don't want to think about it 1st. I really felt so tired for this, there are no one help me to think about my future, I have to think it by myself. Why? Maybe this is the test of the God to let me more mature in make a decision. Well~ This is good, but it really so tired for a girl who is just only 20years old. Since I graduate my secondary school , I've non-stop thinking about this such question. But now, I really hope I can slow down my step to let my brain rest more and try to enjoy my college life without thinking too much. I hope that I can don't ever just think about this such question. All of this question already make my face become more "pimple"...because of stressful...I already become a most ugly girl....haiz...I really wondering why I so stupid, always think too much on those question.....why.......?? Start from now, I will let every thing going on without thinking too much, maybe there is a door infront of me. Maybe I no need to think much about it, a door are waiting for me there. Just do what I hope to do now, don't ever think too much..................hope I can do it....................Open Minded................