Disappointed Answer

Already a long time for me which I confiusing with the requirement for the local university. Today, I try to call the Hotline which have been show on the UPU website to ask more clearly about the question in my mind. But after called it, my mood so down and I going to cry. Why I'm going to cry?? Because I just get a shock and disappointed answer from UPU. They said I have to completely finish the Diploma just can apply for the UPU. But I will finish it in June, the application is in Jan. How can I apply for the next year entry?? So the answer is, I have to wait along 1 year more to apply it? What??? I waste my time in 3 years for taking the Diploma in Polytechnic already, now still want me to wait more 1years for entry the university?? Then after I entry, the course which I going to take will take my time along 3 years more. Oh God!! How long is it? How old am I after I really grad in Bachelor degree??? Why the gorvernment never try to think about us who study in Polytechnic now? Before this, there are still can apply for the university even we stil not yet finish grad our Diploma in Polytechinic. But now?? Why they change the rule of the requirement again? Why? Why? Why? I really don't know what can I do now. I feel that all the door and the window infront me is close, even I try hard to open it. It's still close..............................wondering when is the God will try to open another door or window to me...to let me breath.......